09 April 2020

Apocalypse Pandemic Movie List

been watching end of the world movies since the pandemic started around pi day. below is a list of a few that I have watched, and others that were recommended to me.

List below is sorted by (1) Contagion Flix (2) Apocalypse/End of the World (3) Contagion Vampires (4) Zombies 



There is everything on the list from bmovie scifi, to high brow art films with subtitles, action movies with motorcycle henchmen with flamethrowers. zombies. contagion vampires. last day on earth. impending apocalypses. new, old, color, b/w, even a few silents (cause silent movies were made not long after the 1918 flu pandemic). My recommendations below are often American but also from countries around the world. I am especially fond of the late 70s-early 80s Italian and Australian Ozploitation movies that focused on apocalypse themes too.



For some reason a lot of the Italian ones from that period have fantastic leather jumpsuits and boots, not to mention mutant muscle cars souped up and arted out to survive the crisis and be ready to make a sequel lol. special mention goes out to ex-NFL player Fred Williamson who in the 70s made tons of these kind of movies. I hope the studios let him keep all those awesome leather jumpsuits.



David Carradine also made a few notable ones as well like Deathrace 2000 (the original with the mutant vehicles) and Deathsport (a woo filled running man type thing with lots of motorcycle stunts)

(1) contagions. 
"The Last Man on Earth" (1964). "The Omega Man" (1971)." I Am Legend (2007)", "The Andromeda Strain" (1971), Outbreak (95), 12 monkeys (95),  cabin fever (2002), cabin fever: patient zero (2014 prime), blindness (2008), carriers (09, amazon prime), black death (2010), rise of the planet of the apes (2011), warriors of the lost world (1983 ITL). cherry 2000 (1987) + cyborg2 (1993 angelina jolie bmovie sexbot), gattaca, love in the age of cholera, the thing (1982),  cyborg (1989 van damme), shivers (1975). rabid (1977) prime or hoopla, the stand (1994 miniseries), seventh seal (1957), the crazies (1973/2010) prime, Turbo Kid, quarantine l.a. (amazon prime), Mayhem (shudder), The Cassandra Crossing (Prime). The Final Programme directed by Robert Fuest, the sick house. Masque of the Red Death (1925, 1964 vincent price, 1989), quarantine 2008, Survivors (2008 bbc) series, Train to Busan (2016 korean extremely hardcore zombies), rec, the fifth wave.  Day of Resurrection (1980 JP,US), the killer that stalked new york (1950 youtube), parts per billion (2014), maze runner series, the hamburg syndrome (1979), 93 days (2016), ebola syndrome (96). L: Change the World 2008, Antisocial 2013, infected (2013). Contracted, Hardware, Night of the Comet 1984), The Mist, The Road, Exterminators of the Year 3000 (ITL 1983), Six String Samurai, Hell Comes to Frogtown, The Bay (2009 HBO), invasion of the body snatchers (1956/78), day of the triffids (1962), the blob (1958/1988), color out of space (2019 hardcore lovecraft), “THE SATAN BUG” (1965), warning sign (1985), flu (2013), REC (2007), the damned (1963), Right At Your Door (tubi), Pulse (Tubi), High-Rise (Hulu, Hoops, and Tubi), A Breath Away (Hulu and Hoopla), The Quiet Earth (Shudder, Kanopy, and Tubi), Radioactive Dreams (1985 musical).in the mouth of madness. Beyond the time barrier (1960 prime). Panic in the Streets (1950 prime). Bird box (2018 sarah bullock netflix). Lang's Destiny/Der Mude Tod (1921). the navigator: a medieval odyssey (1988 tubi). alien (1979), City of Fear (1959)

(2) apocalypses. dystopian futures.
district b13 (2007 parkour), warriors of the wasteland (1983 ITL). mad max, a boy & his dog, barbarella, blade runner, the time machine (1960). 1990 bronx warriors (1982 ITL). escape from the bronx. 2019 after the fall of new york (1983 ITL). the bad batch (2017). dr. strangelove. miracle mile (1988),  threads (nuclear war), war of the worlds. mars attacks. the hundred, cell (2016), jericho (2006), soylent green, the hunger games, under the dome, logan's run (1976),  Mad Max (AU), Mad Max 2: The Road Warrior, Mad Max 3 Beyond Thunderdome,Mad Max 4 Fury Road. "The World, the Flesh, and the Devil" (1959 Harry Belafonte). Escape from New York (1981 Kurt Russell). Snowpiercer (2013). Slipstream. Five (1951), brazil (1985), children of men (2006),  Ender's Game (1985/2013), the running man (1987), deathrace 2000 (1975), rollerball (1975), outland (1981 sean connery), on the beach (1959) the blood of heroes (1990). Wheels of fire (1985). Warriors of the Year 2072 (1982 ITL), Battletruck: Warlords of the 21st century (84) , godzilla. panic in year zero! (1962). the ultimate warrior (1975). one night stand (AU 1984). Warrior of the Lost World (1983 ITL). When Worlds Collide (1951). time of the wolf (2004 French). The Day the Earth Caught Fire (ENG 1962). 4:44 - LAST DAY ON EARTH (2011), doomsday (2008), the world's end (2013 comedy), The End of August at the Hotel Ozone (1967 CZ on youtube with subtitles), When The Wind Blows (UK), Take Shelter (2011), last night (1998 youtube comedy). These Final Hours (2013 youtube), end of the line (2007 canadian). Knowing (2007 nic cage). the time travelers (1964 prime). Stalker (1979 criterion, youtube prime). Spacehunter (1983 space opera molly ringwald, archive.org) . dragon head (2003 JP). The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse (1921). tank girl (1995 prime, vudu), the signal (2007)

(3) vampires (contagion, not supernatural). 
the strain. the hunger. the addiction. true blood. nosferatu (1922), daybreakers. lifeforce

(4) zombies. 
Dawn of the Dead" (1978/2004 remake), resident evil series (2002-2017), 28 days later (hulu), 28 weeks later, world war z (2013), pontypool (2008). The Day After Tomorrow, maggie (2015). shawn of the dead (comedy). anna and the apocalypse (2018 zombie xmas musical comedy). Pride prejudice and zombies (2016 comedy), Planet Terror. zombieland (comedy).



Like JoeBob said in March, every zombie or vampire movie is a virus/outbreak movie. Now I didn't list every single zombie or vampire movie, because the point of this qtine marathon is more about contagion than haunted mansions or supernatural stuff and mostly I avoided alien movies unless they caused mutations or were contagious.


I have found these movies to make me feel a little better about what is going on because hey, at least there are not motorcycle henchmen with flamethrowers chasing me. the current pandemic is temporary even though it is uncertain how long we will be toughing this out or what side effects it will have on us a a society. I feel like our ancestors survived the bubonic plague and 1918 flu pandemic, so some of us will survive this too. We're survivors.


05 September 2017

Suggested Movies made pre-1950

Pandoras box 1929.

Freaks 1933

White heat with james cagney 1949

Metropolis 1927 (be sure to watch the "restored" cut that is 2.5 hours long, makes more sense)

Cat people 1942

Man with a movie camera 1929

Little caesar 1931 with edward g. Robinson (they totally stole the plot of scarface from this movie)

Anemic cinema 1926

ballet mecanique 1924

Safety last 1923 with harold lloyd

Blue angel 1930 marlene dietrich

Modern times 1936 chaplin

Sherlock jr 1924 buster keaton

Mystery of the leaping fish 1916

Maltese falcon 1941

The man who knew too much 1936 by hitchcock with peter lorre

M 1931. By fritz lang w peter lorre, the first serial killer movie

Dead end 1937 bogart

the black swan 1942 maureen o'hara pirate movie

bringing up baby 1938 cary grant & katherine hepburn

22 August 2017

Grandma's 1st Aid Remedies

Ask your Grandmother if Her First Aid is Right for You
Ever gotten a sunburn so bad that it blistered? Ever felt your skin hot and so stiff that you could barely move? You feel cooked, roasted by the sun, feeling regrettably careless for staying outside too long, unprotected. At that point, you find yourself a little more open to suggestions on how to get relief. Once, I got sunburnt after playing outside at my grandmother’s home as a kid in the early 80’s. Maybe I’d been swimming next door at my aunt’s pool, or maybe I’d been playing stickball outside with my brother, killing time and bashing each other’s shins while waiting on homemade ice cream to be cranked in salted ice until it was set enough to share.
My grandmother made the best ice cream using fresh peaches from her orchard, but it seemed to take a full day of people cranking to make it happen. So I’m not sure how I got so terribly sunburnt that day exactly, I only recall that my grandmother suggested an unusual, but effective burn treatment. 

For sunburns she suggested applying Pepto-Bismol topically. Using a clean cotton ball to apply the pink liquid to my skin before bed felt cooling and it made me smell somewhat minty. I scrutinized myself in the mirror with hot, tired eyes and felt I looked noticeably more fluorescent pink than before; coated in a product I’d been told daily was for upset stomachs by tv commercials. I couldn’t have been more than ten years old, and I questioned my treatment since it didn’t match the advertised use for the product. The pink bismuth felt so good though, and it gave me enough relief from my sunburn that I  cooled off and slept through the night. Upon waking, I was told to take a cold shower to rinse off all the candy-colored medicine that had been applied to my skin. Miraculously, my sunburn was a shade lighter and most of the blisters has subsided overnight.  For less intense sunburns, I simply use aloe vera as it heals, but for serious sunburns nothing works as well as my grandmother’s method.
My grandmother Lillian Myree was a short, plump, sweet lady who wore her white hair in a bun pinned in the back. Her dark features were a gift from her Choctaw father. She used odd phrases for furniture that I only learned later were the influence of her French mother.  She called the couch the “divan,” and referred to the armoire as the “chevreau” or maybe it was pronounced “coffer-fort.” She unrepentantly had her own way of doing things whether it was how she cooked, spoke or showed love for her family through acts of service.

In the 1930’s she had trained to be a nurse, but her mother fell ill and Lillian left school before graduating in order to take care of her for the next few decades. During that time she still learned medical training that informed the first aid treatments that she used on her own baby-boomer children, and on us as well during my childhood.  I was never exactly sure which part of her life influenced each method, the nursing school or her Choctaw grandmother’s native remedies. So readers should keep in mind that the first aid suggestions given here are not coming from a medical doctor in this century, but maybe they should still be considered. Grandma was on to something.
As an adult, I discovered that the active ingredient in that pink sunburn remedy Pepto, bismuth, was used prior to World War II in the burn wards of hospitals. My grandmother’s first aid tricks were not so crazy after all, it turned out.  Her methods came in handy when I had a child to raise of my own.

My grandmother lived in a three bedroom, white brick house in South Dallas County with a green manicured lawn lined by a chain-link fence. Large swathes of iris flowers lined the yard, the bulbs were gifts to her from friends, church parishioners, and family. People would bring her flower bulbs of her favorite plant from their travels. In the spring, her lawn was a vibrant kaleidoscope of brightly colored blooms. She called the perfumed flowers “flags,” which is what irises are called in other regions.
The gate between her front and back yard had an archway that grew pomegranate vines, with lovely flowers, and fruit that was ripe enough to eat in the heat of the Texas summer. Her backyard was large enough for a clothesline to dry laundry, a small shed for the lawn mower, a fenced off area for the cactus garden. There by the catci, sat my grandfather’s workshop full of tools which smelled of oil, sawdust, and was coated in thick layers of lead paint. The backyard’s gate led through a fence covered in grapevines that surrounded a 10’ x 20’ garden full of tomatoes, garlic, and other vegetables.
Grandma (center) with her son holding his youngest daughter sitting next to his older daughter. His stepdaughter and grandaughter are in the foreground.

Behind the garden fence of their carefully cultivated acre, this edge of the property held the peach orchard which always smelled sweet with the fragrant scent of fruit hanging in the air. My grandmother’s French grandfather’s name was LaRue and he had been the head of the Fruit Grower’s association before the Great Depression wiped out the old money investments that boosted the status of his large family. As a child my grandmother had a live-in nanny, before the finances of her family and country’s fortunes changed in the stock market crash of the Great Depression. Lillian still remembered the gardening lessons taught by her family which helped her cultivate a beautiful grove of peach and plum trees in the orchard that she cared for in her later years, behind her little white house on the edge of the county.
Grandma (center) with all 3 of her kids & 7 of 10 grandkids.

Lillian’s back porch had been converted into a laundry room by her husband during a renovation where he also added a second bathroom to the house. He built these added conveniences to the home himself and after retirement he spent more time with his wife building and sprucing. The back bathroom he built always smelled like him, the industrially saccharine smell of Lava soap that he used to pumice the marks of work off his calloused hands. He never sat idle, both he and my grandmother always stayed busy around the house, improving the small patch of ground that they spent 50 years paying off.  The neighborhood changed after my grandfather died in 1985. Their city had been a farming community after WWII, until the baby boomers pushed its development into being a suburb. A series of tornados in the 90s devastated the town and many residents moved away after infrastructure wasn’t replaced. As my grandmother faced her remaining years without her partner, many of her remaining neighbors after the storm had less job options and it seemed like more turned to crime. But before in the 80s, the neighborhood wasn’t so bad and Dallas had built a huge freeway along the edge of their neighborhood giving my grandparents’ descendants easy access to the jobs or resources of the larger neighboring city of Dallas. My grandmother lived two decades longer than her husband in that house as those changes to her city unfolded around her. Progress changed her city as much as scientific advances updated what was seen as effective medicine.
When she was still alive, we visited her house every day to check on her and help around her place. Her house was usually immaculately clean and her kitchen smelled like the original liquid Lysol disinfectant that came in a dark brown bottle. The thick pink liquid had a strong antiseptic smell that always indicated a clean home to me as I think back on her kitchen. Sometimes I catch a whiff of the smell of Lysol in hospitals now, and it makes me feel nostalgic for her. As kids if we were ever sick with any sinus infections, my grandmother would boil a pot of water on the stove to create a vaporizer effect for us to breathe.  The warm humidity was amazing for breaking up our congestion as we inhaled the infused air from the next room. 
She always added a cap of Lysol to that pot of water on the stove so it would diffuse into the air when anyone was sick. The method is still effective, just as it was game changing for the hospitals at the turn of the 20th century when Lysol was used to eliminate cholera epidemics and helped put an end to the Spanish Flu pandemic that killed so many people. As unusual as this Lysol method sounded to my friends, I kept doing it because it was scientifically proven in its day and still appears to work now. When someone’s got a cold, you can count on me running a vaporizer and making chicken soup to help hydrate the person and break up their congestion with the very air they breathe and warm liquids they consume.
My mom was okay with her mother-in-law’s home remedies. Mom never shied away from rolling up a newspaper and doing ear candling on us to do relieve ear infections. Years later, I discovered ear candles made with cheesecloth and coated in beeswax for sale in stores. The modern ear candles used the same method to suck infectious goop out of an infected ear that had eased my ear aches as a kid when my mom did it. Mom’s dry newspaper method created the same soft vacuuming action but wasn’t as safe because without the wax, since the risk of falling ash was a little harder to control. Nowadays, the beeswax soaked ear candles hold together better as it ashes. Often people make a little shield out of foil or a paper plate that provides a barrier between the burning ember and grey ash, protecting the person’s hair and skin. Earcandling is a slow process that requires a partner to trim away the ash as the candle burns down and keep an eye on it to make sure that the candle isn’t allowed to burn too long or down too near the patient.  Earcandling should never be done without a partner ever and should be considered a fire hazard with necessary precautions taken.
My grandmother didn’t disapprove of her son’s wife’s earcandling, but she preferred science and doctors to the use of fire. I think grandmother viewed mom’s process skeptically. However, grandma did recommend use of needle and white thread on blisters that didn’t come from burns. Burn blisters were to be left alone.  All other blisters were carefully lanced with a threaded needle, and just enough white thread was left running through inside the blister so that a bit stuck out of each side. Then with scissors she trimmed the thread and left it in overnight.  The thread would absorb any liquid, the blister would flatten, and the very next day she would ever so gently pull the thread out by its exposed end. Usually it healed quicker and didn’t leave a mark, nor could you see the puncture. She admonished us not to ever use colored thread, that its dye could poison your blood stream.  “Only white thread could be used on skin,” she said.

Her first aid cabinet had most of the standard drug store medicines common to American homes at the time. By the time I came around in the 1970s, her use of stinging iodine on cuts left red stains and made me a little nervous about asking for help for minor wounds. She kept a bottle of mercury laced mercurochrome for scratches and scrapes as well, a product that was banned in 1998.
Grandmother kept a balm called drawing salve around in case anyone had a splinter or got bit by a poisonous spider. I found a similar drawing salve called Prid’s which is dark green and sticky with pine tar that smelled like a Christmas tree. You put a glop of it on your splinter and cover it with a bandaid. Overnight, the chemicals pull the splinter out of the wound and in the morning you can remove the bandage and see the splinter stuck to the gauze. This product works for wood, glass, or metal splinters. I even used it after being bit by a brown recluse spider recently and luckily did not have any resulting flesh necrosis. Its active ingredient Ichthammol is a byproduct of Sulphur but is scientifically proven to have drawing properties which suck out poison just like my grandmother said it did.
I still visited the doctor after getting bit by that spider because brown recluse poison can be fatal to humans. No matter how great a home remedy is, it is always important to visit a health care professional when your life is at stake. The doctors gave me a steroid injection and told me to keep an eye on it as they sent me home. Yet, the young doctors didn’t have drawing salve on their list of recommended medicines suggested by the pharmaceutical manufacturer representative. Reps hype new brands and promote certain maker’s lines of products at the exclusion of other older, less expensive, yet often still viable remedies. A lot of older products fall out of fashion. In the case of herbal remedies, there isn’t often a lobby group to woo the FDA to find favor with things that grow out of the ground. Such as Pepto-Bismol after the war, newer remedies were created to deal with burns and advertising agencies narrowed the focus for the product as years went on.  Some of the remedies I mention here are no longer available, but for the products that still exist it is interesting to see how their advertising money is spent.
Grandmother was a big fan of Vick’s vapor rub for congestion and colds, with its oily compound of penetrating camphor, eucalyptus and menthol in a petroleum jelly base like Vaseline. Modern methods focus more on oral medications for congestion instead of topical remedies. For people with heart conditions or drug sensitivities, they may prefer alternative methods like putting a bit of the mentholated salve under the nose to open up sinus airways and nasal passages. When Grandma was making an attack on a chest cold, she’d apply it liberally on the sick person’s chest and back around the outside of the lung area. The final method she used is frequently debated online these days, but it does seem to work.  She would coat the bottom of the ill person’s feet with Vick’s Vapor Rub until your soles shined and the minty odor filled the air. Then she’d put white socks on their feet and send them to bed. This mentholated covered feet method often reversed the person’s illness and got them back on the right path to health. As an adult who visits an Asian foot massage parlor to get refloxology done, I often wonder what the people using various techniques and herbs to relieve any aches from my feet would think about my Grandmother’s method; but the language barrier is too great to ask.
Grandma Lillian’s most unusual remedy was for bee stings. She used a laundry additive called bluing to clean the bee sting, applied with a cotton ball. It would neutralize the poison and leave a peculiar, cobalt blue stain on the skin. A product called Mrs. Stewart’s Liquid Bluing has been sold since 1883 and most people only know of it from school science fair projects as one of the ingredients used to grow crystal formations. Their website confirms the product has been used for decades to relieve insect bites from ants and even bees. They mention studies done by the University of Indiana that verified the product’s pain neutralizing and anti-inflammatory effects. So I still keep a bottle of bluing in my laundry room, just like my grandmother did.  My daughter looked at me just as skeptically when I first grabbed it to use on her bee stings, but found that it brought instant relief of pain and decreased swelling. As strange as people found this ancient remedy, I could not throw it away when it still works better than any other insect bite product on the market.
Having a good first aid kit is a necessity when you go camping as much as I do. My grandmother took us camping for years, where we cooked our meals in cast iron skillets over a campfire and roasted hot dogs and marshmallows on skewers we made out of straightened out wire clothes hangers. When we got hurt in the woods, we didn’t abandon camp and rush home. Instead we treated our injuries, dried our tears, and stuck it out till the trip was over for the sake of the collective group.
Now I find myself testing out new methods for dealing with things that may not have a satisfactory modern product offering to medically combat minor ailments. Super glue really does work as an alternative to stitches for small wounds. It was originally developed for the purpose of closing wounds and used on soldiers during the Vietnam War, but is currently marketed for other things. I recently sliced my hand open and probably deserved three or four stitches, but being without health insurance I chose to try out the super glue method instead. You don’t want to close the wound up entirely but leave a few gaps for it to seep from and to allow it to dry out. So you don’t draw a line parallel to the cut or directly on top of it, instead you make a number of liquid “stitches” that cross the wound perpendicularly. This keeps the wound closed up tight, but still allows it a bit of air to heal and not fester.  You still go about cleaning the injury on a daily basis as it heals by soaking it in hot water and Epsom salt, but reapply your super glue stitches after each cleaning.  Don’t totally pull the glue off each time or you can reopen the cut, it will naturally fall away on its own usually. I don’t think most people have tried this method in the first world, however it a useful tool for emergencies.  Just like it turns out that duct tape on a bullet wound can help create enough temporary pressure to possibly keep someone alive till they get to the hospital for real treatment. This sounds strange, but is all true from what I have seen. Perhaps I wouldn’t have been open to learning these things if I hadn’t been exposed to my grandmother’s unusual first aid methods.
My grandmother drove me to a camp for Native American teenagers one summer. I got eaten alive by mosquitos in the dorms at Tahlequah. I don’t remember there being air conditioning in all the buildings at camp, so we kept the windows open to the dorms where we slept in our bunks. I was miserable and had no way to get to a drug store for a week to pick up calamine lotion. In desperation, I methodically tested every random tincture and cream I’d packed in my makeup case for the trip. With a marker, I carefully circled and numbered each mosquito bite on unexposed skin that could be hidden under my clothes during the day. I didn’t need any teasing over my experiment from the other kids. I wrote out a little log in my spiral notebook, listing out the bite number and its corresponding treatment. I tried soap, tiger balm, liniment, makeup, mouthwash, anything that seemed like it might make the vicious itching and swelling of the pesky bites stop. Each night I reapplied the same product to the same circled itchy spot. Each day, I noted any changes to the bite in my log.  Remarkably, the winner against fighting Oklahoma mosquito bites was a product from Australia, 100% tea tree oil.
None of the other products came close to the overnight elimination of the bite mark in most cases and almost instant pain relief of tea tree oil. Later I found upon returning to civilization that calamine can’t beat the speed and effectiveness of tea tree oil. When my own daughter went to sleep-away camp with the Girl Scouts, I picked her up at the end and met her counselors who were interning her in Texas on loan from Australia.  During the finale performance of the campers, I watched her counselors squirm and scratch at their bug bites. After the show before we could go, I pulled the counselors aside and told them that my secret to beating the mosquitos was a product quite familiar to them. They were shocked. After months at camp suffering, they discovered the solution was a product they both had in their bags the whole time, a product not marketed for something it does well.

I think my grandmother taught me to be nurturing, with a tendency to confront injuries even if they are scary. Often I share unsolicited first aid advice, but always ask for consent before providing direct assistance, and I am quite used to getting skeptical looks when I pull out odd blue liquids or super glue. But I make a joke to take their mind off the pain, call 911 when needed, and ask them if they’d like to try some old method I learned that seems to make it hurt less. Because anytime you’d ask my grandmother how she was doing, she always replied, “Fat and sassy” with a laugh. Maybe it’s a good thing to accept ourselves as imperfect humans and let us laugh at ourselves, our own mortal fallibility. Instead of being embarrassed when we stumble, allow ourselves to laugh at our unplanned prat-fall. At the same time, it is useful to fact check the methods we use to care for ourselves, and not be limited to the products that are actively marketed to us by advertisers.
How many ads have we seen that tell us to ask for a specific product to be prescribed to us? “Ask your doctor if Aspirin is right for you?” Aspirin, mercurochrome, whatever the product in the ad is, are we reaching for the most historically effective remedy or the trendiest, latest, least tested method with the biggest ad budget and lobbyists working over the FDA? Don’t we already know that auctioneer recitation of all the side effects in prescription ads are merely admitting that the new products are still being tested with us acting the part of the hopeful guinea pig. This is okay, because this is how we help find the best methods by testing both older methods validity alongside scientific advances that may still be evaluating how it affects outlier populations over time.

Perhaps we shouldn’t completely discount those well intentioned, nurturing suggestions made by our grandmother just because we aren’t sure how to call them up on google. As long as your relatives are not suggesting dangerous things involving Windex or leeches, it might be worth paying attention to their tried and true old methods that got them this far along in age. Pain reliever studies aren’t always promoted if there isn’t a profit, and sometimes we find grandma knew good stuff that still works.

10 May 2017

twin peaks - a gif primer

i love me some twin peaks. i already have my outfit picked out for may 21. i saw the original movie opening day in the theatre as a sophomore in high school. the series is wonderful & completely fukt up. in today's marathon tv sessions, it will go super fast. 2 seasons (30 hour long episodes) + 1 rated R movie. You want watch the movie after the series. You can find them both on hulu or find the series on netflix & amazon.

i wonder, did the network execs like not watch this directors other weird ass movies? how the fuk did he get backing for this twisted stuff? this is the guy that made the 1984 dune & eraserhead & midgets tapdancing in his film wild at heart with mf'n isabella rosellini.

lynch likes to take super normal exterior & make it super weirdo inside. with an eyepatch or a secret coke habit or cross-dimensional travelling giants & midgets, or depending on the day, pie or donuts. just roll with it, its not going to be normal. its going to freaking oddball arty af. dirty, bruised & strangely beautiful.



when you get to the 2nd season remind your self that this ish ran on network tv, super fresh & modern even now. lol the censors were blown out of their chairs. the show was not renewed for a 3rd season. but man what a ride.

so here is my synopsis for people that don't watch the show told in gifs. i will try not to leave any spoilers...

SYNOPSIS in moving pictures


the 30 episode tv series follows the mystery related to the death of a popular high school girl named Laura Palmer, who dies fairly early in the first episode so this isn't really telling you anything. She seems to have it all, steady football player boyfriend, charity work, and extracurricular activities galore including some of the seedier variety. The local police find her body on the beach wrapped in plastic and call in for federal backup, in the form of the series detective, Agent Dale Cooper.


Cooper investigates the people associated with the young girl and learns about the minutaie of the friendly small town, all the way down to the best place to get cherry pie and coffee at the local diner.

However, under the Mayberry - Leave it to Beaver -like exterior of the little down, dark forces are at play.  Agent Cooper teams up with the local sheriff's crew to figure it out. Together they try to uncover leads, some of which point a local bar & brothel, others more surreally metaphysical. Often we wonder if the culprit is more domestic than exotic.









Agent Cooper meticulously combs through all the evidence, the dead girl's possessions and those who loved her.

The show has a distinctive look and super non-traditional storyline. Expect more art house than soap opera in this teleplay.




Clues come from unusual places like "talking" logs and dreams, in addition to more typical clues gathered at the scene & from interviewing suspects.












Expect cameos by stars like David Bowie, Heather Graham, David Duchovny in drag, and the director himself as a hard of hearing agent.


& true to Laura's word back then, the series is back after 25 years. But now on cable with the same director and cast... can't wait




26 March 2017

Gamifying Social Change Advocacy

          If the buzzword of Internet 2.0 is interaction, then the path to social change can be helped by online gaming.  www.GamesForChange.org is a website devoted to showcasing the hundreds of games developed by organizations whose humanitarian missions benefit from improved awareness, increased participation of new members, and multiplied donation funding. The Information Age is oversaturated with media online and being exposed to content with a positive agenda is refreshing and possibly quite necessary to capturing the attention of the masses.
I spent some time and looked at dozens of the games links to the website's database and only cracked the surface of the massive amount of content they share.  The games are sorted by theme/cause.  Most are free and streamable, others are older links which may be flash based or require downloads.  A few games on their site come at a cost, but all of them are hosted by others. The site even hosts contests and a conference for developers who are using gaming for good.
However, discussing GamesForChange allows me to explain how a game could ever promote social change along with providing the list of some of the favorites I discovered, which seem to promote social change so well. Balancing a serious message with compelling gameplay is tricky business, finding a loophole that encourages donations or volunteer involvement is the overarching goal in most cases.   Awareness is not enough without soliciting real world action.
So games make money for the cause in several ways. Adding a banner or frame that includes a donation link is a great way to keep your message in view of the player.  Former successes like Zynga, paved the way to normalize in-app purchases for people with non-charity games like Farmville.  Charities found that not everyone is opposed to paying for a click and sometimes includes these options in their games.  The most direct method to solicit is by asking people to purchase the game outright in the Itunes or Google Play store.  Offering a game app or online game is a great way to get your cause visibility with target groups who may spend more time shopping for games instead of reading the news or researching noble causes.
Sidekick Cycle is available on both Itunes and GooglePlay and for a small one-time fee you can download the game app which lets you race your bike, do tricks and level up by buying "sidekick" character animals that help you in the game. The funds raised from the game go to buy bikes for kids in third world countries who use them as primary transportation to improve their quality of life.
Sites like GreaterGood.com's The Hunger Site and www.FreeKibble.com operate on the premise that encourages viewers to visit their site each day. By clicking the "donate" button daily you are contributing to the cause. The site has advertising sponsors that pay them based on the number of site visitors and clicks they get each day that are exposed to their ads.  This is similar to the setup for the trivia game freerice.org that shows lots of ads in the margins, but that is how they get their cause sponsored.  Advertisers are happy to pay charity sites for your time and views. GreaterGood even has a shopping portal where online stores pay the charity for referring you to their products.
However a lot of charity games do better jobs of educating site visitors and increasing public awareness of their cause.  Just posting a picture of a colored ribbon and the name of your charity is great for branding, but it’s more superficial than the conversion you get when you offer in-depth information to your audience.  The goal is to encourage interaction, not just passive receipt of information.
Games that improve awareness and educate people about the cause are more common than fundraising games.  How a developer influences positive social change takes many shapes in the game world.  Some gamers will livestream their sessions and ask their viewers to sponsor their time online using www.charitylivestream.com This is much like a marathon runner or jump-rope user who solicits donation sponsors ahead of the event to multiply the money raised by the time they spend on the activity.
More often you find game storylines that feature the charitable cause liberally within the plot. Some sites prefer to use embedded educational videos along the route of game play to solidify their point.  There are even games that make their points in conceptual ways using non-traditional narratives to lead the player to understanding. These are more effective that simply slapping a logo on a game and branding it with your charity's name, which would require the player to exit the game and research to seek out information on your background cause.
One of the best games I found on GamesForChange was www.playagainstallodds.ca which is hosted by the UNHCR Refugee Agency and allows the player to experience some of the difficulties of the refugee experience in a gamified way.  The UX on the game is very simple and can be played in multiple languages.  There 12 sequences of gameplay divided by 3 major scenarios, (1) escaping the country and avoiding arrest, (2) finding sanctuary in a border country (3) trying to settle and find work in a new country.   The game is filled with different, unique minigames such as a timed exercise where you must fill the limited space in your backpack and escape out of the window before time runs out and the authorities capture you.  If you forget important things like shoes, money and identification papers your escape can be derailed.  Hard survival choices like leaving behind wounded friends and avoiding predators at the border make the reality of the refugee situation more relatable and real for the player. The animation in this game is top notch as is the plotline.  The differences in the minigames really keeps the gameplay interesting and adds difficulty to keep you engaged.
Other turn based simulation games like http://playspent.org tackled the reality of living paycheck to paycheck and lack of emergency funding that sends so many Americans spiralling into homelessness. One civil resistance simulation game http://peoplepowergame.com is intended both to spread awarness but more importantly to offer scenario projections for organizers who are interested in launching large scale projects for social change and want to consider different risks and options.
The variety of ways to use gamification to influence social change is astounding. Games like Never Alone, increases awareness of native foodways and honor oral traditions of First Nation indigenous people instead of objectifying native people in games. 

Other games approach social change issues related to poverty by offering multiple games designed to improve the players budgeting habits and financial literacy. Https://financialentertainment.org/games had a a half dozen games that had unique gameplay, including one that helps you not waste your tax refund, and a truly addictive game where you learn more by playing as a vampire nightclub owner who is saving up for retirement.  This game isn't selling retirement products, it is trying to educate people in a way that prevents poverty in senior citizen populations.
Games can be addictive for some people, their draw often undeniable. If you are a game developer, it is a worthwhile use of your talents to donate services to humanitarian charities and help them build engaging content that helps them tackle the real world problems that undermine our society.  If you are a charity seeking innovative ways to keep people engaged and inspire activism for your cause, consider creating a game. As our society evolves to the pressure of technological change, it is important that we consider all avenues for financially supporting positive innovation and educating the public to inspire a better world.


02 March 2017

Dr. David Hanson on the Social and Financial Impacts of AI and Automation

Dr. David Hanson is an innovative robotics designer who was nice enough to talk to me about his predictions on the social and financial impacts of automation and artificial intelligence for my midterm research.


1. What will be the biggest social impact of automation and AI?
Hard to say. In the short term, the biggest social impact will be on improving efficiencies in the economy, which will mostly benefit the wealthy and increase the economic gaps. As society is disrupted by waves of accelerating change, the ways people relate to technology and each other will be impacted, in ways that are difficult to predict exactly. Certainly many changes will be negative. People will lose their jobs, and opportunities for governments and companies to manipulate people for negative sentiment will grow more sophisticated. In the long run, truly sentient AI will change history in ways that will redefine the very meaning of humanity. I hope we survive that. I hope that such AI can help correct destructive trends, and I aspire to help realize such AI. If we succeed in this aspirations, life will probably become very good for everyone. It's a race against the myriad ways that humanity could perish or spiral into horrific suffering.

2. Will automation eliminate the need for humans to work?
I believe so, but there will be tremendous disruption, turmoil and trouble along the way. Hopefully such elimination of jobs will be accompanied by increased opportunities for bettering the lives for the displaced. We have to take steps to make that happen.

3. How long do you think it will take for that to happen?
Hard to say, but maybe 15 years.

4. What kinds of occupations will humans have instead?
I hope humans will have the chance to self actualize, and evolve into new states of being.

5. What place in society to you see for unskilled humans in the future? 
In the short term, unskilled people will often become destitute, but with great opportunities for distraction through cheap immersive entertainment media. I hope we can rise up to the challenge and offer universal basic income combined with a good education system to help unskilled displaced workers follow their dreams, but that depends on enlightened leadership. A few nations and companies will provide, most won't.

6. What is the biggest economic impact of a.i. on America?
The biggest impact of ai on America remains in the areas of big data and search. Soon that will change to general resource management, and myriad other uses. Including intelligent 😉

7. Do you have theories on how humans will make income if they lose their jobs to automation?
Wherever they can. Sometimes people will take crappy jobs, some will go of the grid, others will take welfare, others will adapt to new jobs. Given the many areas where machines still perform poorly, people will make money in creative pursuits, which generally machines can't yet perform well. I hope we can provide a universal basic income, and develop the tools to help people find purpose beyond mere jobs.

Hanson's "Sophia"
8. Do you think living wages or universal wage could happen in America? What would need to change in our society economically for that to happen?
Regime change will be needed before universal basic income will be possible in the U.S. Local governments could make this happen first.

9. What is the economic impact of drone use on American soil? (related to the military industrial complex jobs)
So far, the economic impact of drones in the U.S. is small, but we are on the threshold of radical changes if drone delivery takes root, and if drone surveillance becomes common. A fascism of ultimate convenience shopping.

10. Is full workforce automation economically sustainable when considering energy use and manufacturing materials consumed?
Sustainable automation depends of increasingly efficient use of energy and resources. We are getting smarter and more, but on a debt drawn from the ecosystems. They will collapse eventually, and this could kill civilization. We need to get much smarter and more before this happens. It will probably require greater than human intelligence and creativity, and this is where super benevolent superintelligent AI could save us.

11. What prevents employers from going to a fully automated workforce today?
Robots can't yet do all the things that people can. Most manufacturing requires manual dexterity that only humans can provide so far. Any deep adaptive problem solving still requires people. Many domains of human labor that could be automated, aren't cost effective to automate yet.  These factors likely will change in coming years.

Want to learn more? Check out David's Ted Talk below, "Robots that Show Emotions."

 
Dr. Hanson's Ted Talk "Robots that Show Emotion"
Hanson with his bot Einstein

 
Hanson's re-creation of "Philip K. Dick"


Zeno by Robokind - Robots4Autism™
Dr. David Hanson with his son Zeno and his robot Zeno

07 December 2016

Neighborhood Characteristics that create Stress may cause Depression

RESEARCH JOURNAL REVIEW:
Cutrona, C. E., Wallace, G., & Wesner, K. A. (2006, August). Neighborhood Characteristics and Depression: An Examination of Stress Processes. Current Directions in Psychological Science, 15(4), 188-192. doi:10.1111/j.1467-8721.2006.00433.x

 I.                   Purpose of the Study (In your own words) –

A.                What were the authors studying and why?

Authors summarized multiple studies in this review about how “neighborhoods with poor-quality housing, few resources, and unsafe conditions impose stress, which can lead to depression.”  These environmental characteristics increase the negative impact of stressors unique to individuals’ personal life and can hamper the formation of supportive interpersonal bonds between people.
Why did the authors study this? It is meaningful for our society to understand the “role of neighborhoods” in a resident’s potential for developing depression because (1) Residents often blame themselves mistakenly instead of recognizing their well-being is genuinely affected “by the context around them” and complications of their locality (2) outsiders don’t understand the extent these residents of impoverished areas are negatively impacted “by their surroundings”, and often erroneously blame these residents’ mental health problems on perceived personality flaws or race instead; (3) treating each impacted person separately is much less efficient than dealing with public health threats on a broader community level. Neighborhoods that subsist with inferior quality resources and lack the benefits of “integration with more prosperous families” may find increased instances of social dilemmas related to “threats to mental health.”

B.                 What did they expect to find (i.e., what were the hypotheses?)

Research studies will find stress links between “neighborhood characteristics and depression.” These characteristics influence how intensely residents are stressed, how vulnerable to depression a person is “following negative events in their lives,” and “interfere with formation of bonds among (other) people” creating limited interpersonal support systems also leading to lessened “informal social control,” deficient social support, and substandard family-role performance. “Neighborhood stressors” often result from scrambling for scarce resources and/or predatory people inhabiting the neighborhood who pose physical threats to other residents. In comparative studies of residents in better, less adverse neighborhoods many of these issues were not as common.

II.                Methodology - Review the basic methods.

A.                How did they measure what they were studying?

When reviewing other studies based on “systematic observations” by researchers and resident surveys, the authors considered how personal vulnerability to depression may be effected by neighborhood characteristics such as physical features (accessibility to basic resources like hospitals, reliable public transit, retail stores, recreational facilities), structural characteristics (percent of neighborhood that are employed, impoverished, educated, minority), and negative functional characteristics (unlawful behavior, social disorder). This consideration was made by statistically getting rid of effects like “individual and family characteristics such as income, education, employment status, age, and race.”

B.                 What type of people were they studying?

The studies in this review analyzed residents of high poverty neighborhoods by U.S. Census tracts (roughly nine city blocks, about 4,000-6,000 residents in each tract), and some studies broke these units down into smaller block groups or face blocks.

III.             Results and Discussion –

A.                What did the researchers find?

Based on comparison to other studies, researchers found that neighborhood stressors may be imposed by physical characteristics or neighborhood residents that pose threats to physical safety. Examples of negative physical characteristics that can cause stress include: lack of accessible resources, high traffic density, low quality housing, etc. Ratings related to the quality of housing predicted depression more often than simple being low income in rural women studied in 2000. Women who moved out of unsatisfactory apartments into Habitat for Humanity homes, showed a decrease in reports of sadness. “Lack of access to needed resources is demoralizing because of the extra effort required to meet daily needs… More refined measures that capture type, accessibility, and distance to community resources are needed.”
“Fear of victimization” is another stressor that impacts the well-being of residents. “Social disorder, not poverty per se… most directly causes depression in areas with high crime rates… for both children and adults.” Other studies shows that impoverished areas with little crime, did not show the same tendencies for depression.

“Vulnerability to depression following negative events” is more likely in bad neighborhoods than in in neighborhoods that have more advantages. “Reasons for this heightened vulnerability may include lack of resources, the absence of role models who provide hope for personal success, and local norms that promote ineffective coping and negative interpretations of events.”

Interpersonal Relationships are put at risk in less advantaged neighborhoods. A 2005 study showed that areas with high turnover, offer less tendency for people to form relationships with their community due to mistrusting neighbors due to high crime rates. “Relationship disruption may have several consequences relevant to depression, including lower levels of informal social control, inadequate social support, and poor family-role performance.

This leads to a lack of “Informal Social Control” in these troubled neighborhoods, people don’t “monitor or control each others’ behavior and norms that permit antisocial or maladaptive behavior may arise… leading to problems like job loss or unintended pregnancies that may turn into depression. A 2002 study showed that comparatively, nicer neighborhoods express disapproval, alert authorities or form watch groups to maintain social niceties in their area.

Residents are areas with high-social disorder often feel their relationships are less supportive, “because support providers themselves are highly burdened. Living in impoverished neighborhoods “appears to weaken the protective power of social resources in people’s lives,” according to a 2003 study. Neighborhood poverty also predicted lower-quality parenting behaviors” and less marital warmth, both of which can contribute to issues with depression.

Cutrona’s earlier 2000 study determined that not everyone has the same reaction to living in unsatisfying neighborhoods. “Some people with particularly resilient personalities can cope successfully, even in dangerous and disorderly neighborhoods. Other people are highly vulnerable to depression (and appear to be significantly harmed psychologically) when they live in adverse surroundings.  The bottom line finding is that “living in disadvantaged and disorderly neighborhoods eventually erode optimism and replaces it with hopelessness and negativity.”

B.                 Did the results support or fail to support the authors' hypotheses?

The results support the authors’ hypotheses. They compared their hypotheses to similar studies.

C.                 What is the meaning of the results?

More attention must be paid to the influence of contextual factors like neighborhood characteristics on mental health.  Additional studies are necessary to find the “most effective ways to mobilize neighborhood residents to meet common goals and improve the context in which they live.”

Neighborhood context has an impact on feelings of well being, above and beyond personal stressors. By increasing stressors, intensifying “reactivity to negative life events” and deterring the growth of healthy interpersonal relationships, neighborhood of residence can influence a “wide range of psychological processes and merits further study.”

Comparative studies where residents were moved into a better area showed better mental health for residents. “Some of the problems associated with low income people should actually be attributed to low-income environments.”

The results of this comparative study mean that changes are necessary for improvements.  Suggestions for improving the design of future studies include: “analyzing family characteristics, using separate samples of residents to obtain information and outcome measures, study processes of factors that facilitate change.” In order to most effectively help these neighborhoods, we must empower residents to organize improvements. City planners must be mindful when designing subsidized housing and promote “economically integrated housing,” by avoiding concentrating poverty into limited areas which breeds “hopelessness, depression and other social problems.”
“Greater collaborations across the disciplines of city planning, economics, sociology, and psychology are needed in generating such data.

IV.             Personal Reflection –

A.                What are your thoughts about the study and the questions asked?

I think the study asks important questions about how we focus studies related to poverty and high-crime areas with greater consideration paid to the potential for depression in residents.  They asked important question about the correlation of factors and causality to mental health issues.

B.                 Does the study relate at all to your interests or life?

This study relates to my interests in helping the less fortunate and providing more balanced decision making in city planning decisions and treatment offerings in low-income areas.

C.                 What did you learn that was new to you?

I learned that more research is needed, and what studies have been done seem to support the author’s supposition that neighborhood characteristics generally have impact on the potential for depression in the residents.

D.                Is there anything missing?

Answered above

E.                 What questions does this study raise for you?

What are good ways to encourage economically integrated neighborhoods? Can treating community mental health issues on a broader level be more cost effective than dealing with individual issues of depression that may one day lead to more costly criminal impacts?

F.                  Do you have any ideas about how to study this concept differently?


I am curious if these trends related to neighborhood characteristics have been measured by researchers outside the United States. An extended review that included international studies on similar topics would be recommended.